Disclaimer Entry # 13 Though you can't see it Wednesday 9/3/2003 [8:25pm] I feel bad, it's been like 2 months since I've updated. I miss all my friends like crazy, and I'm seriously kicking myself for taking all those cruises and getting sick. My bestfriend :( Where have I been without you baby? I've been so lost Mags and it sucks ass not being able to call you every day and seeing how you feel. I hope you're not angry with me for my short vacation, but trust me, it was needed greatly. Was I missed by anyone? :( 5 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry # What again? Wednesday 9/3/2003 [8:22pm] I DID NOT DIE I SWARE :( Why did I let Tom tie me to the bed and then video tape it? I MISSED YOU MAGS! SOB. comment on this

Disclaimer Entry # 11: A few shout-outs Wednesday 7/30/2003 [11:46am] I'm not dead I promise, haha. Wow, I hate all journal entry's that start like that. Anyway, I haven't been away from you all by choice, I was just spending some time with my darling, Tom. My mom flew down to see us the other day, and even though she's met Tom before, she seems to be even more smitten with him than before. Brad, I'm mad at you, I haven't heard from you in quite sometime... I'm starting to feel unloved ;) Jenn, You know there's always room for three ( or four depending on if Brad's over ) in our bed, so come join us baby ;) Gwen, I spoke to you on the phone the other day and I can't wait to hear from you again, don't ever be a stranger you know I love talking to you. Maggie, I haven't talked to you in awhile :( How is everything sweetie? I miss you like crazy and can't wait to hear from you again! Tom, you already know I love you, so I'm going to leave it at that, haha. :-* 13 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry #10: My darling's birthday Thursday 7/3/2003 [9:05pm] Today is my baby's birthday... and I'm determined to make it the best one there is. Nicole's graciously offered to take the children for the weekend, while I wisk him off for some alone time. Earlier today/last night Brad and he, went out and partied while Jen and had a girls night.... That way the boys could party for his birthday without disturbing the romantic get away. I can't say too much without spoiling the whole surprise, but... if you want to reach either Tom, or I, this weekend.. the computer may be the best way to do it, since we won't have our cell phones with us. Tom, happy birthday.. and I love you. 14 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry # 9: Being Recc'd into MBP Thursday 7/3/2003 [4:54pm] This doesn't really have anything to do with anyones individual post... but I've been looking around, and reading a collective amount of posts, and I've come to the conclusion of something. Before you read it, I feel I must warn you that this is completely random, though full of thought and energy. As Tom said, I'm still concidered new, concidering I'm not an actual member of MBP. I'm in countless sub communities, but not in the actual community. As of yet, I haven't had a cheap ass ' Hey I'm alive... really' update, and I don't plan to. Brad said something in his post about hating new members, and them not really staying around for more than a month. For some reason, that really bothered me.... I'm still concidered new, and I'll be damned if I'm hated because of it. As of July 18, I'll have been here 2 months... and though that may not seem like much, it is to me. I've worked my ass off at having my personal life, and spending time with those close to me and my work, and keeping the journal up.... yet I've still remained active, and have tried to befriend as many new people as possible. I suppose this is a small plea for someone to recc me into MBP, as far as I know, I've followed all the rules to becoming a member. If I'm wrong, feel free to tell me so I can fix the problem. Thanks 9 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry # 8: Drunken Nights Tuesday 7/1/2003 [7:18am] All I have to say, is that I am completely and truly in love with Mr. Thomas Cruise.... and that if he doesn't write an update soon, about how much he loves me and why, there will be hell to pay as soon as he sees his enchanting girlfriend again ;) And the same goes for Mr. Bradley Pitt, what kind of weekend fuck buddy doesn't have at least one update proclaiming their love of the fuckee? ;) Boys, Boys, Boys... i'm hurt the time for the updates hasn't came yet. Oh, and on the other hand, I think everyone should know that Britney Spears owns me. 6 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry # 7: The Next Level Saturday 6/21/2003 [12:37pm] Alright, so all I have to say is no one eat Shell Fish. As much as I hate to admit it, Tom was right, they are very suspicious looking, and now that I've eaten it I feel sick as a damn dog. That's alright, I'm slowly getting better thanks to all of my great friends who have been babying me. Plugs Paz for bringing me soup and Brad for the kiss on the forehead Apperantly Paz wants to be one of my lesbian lovers. Who can blame her though, everyone wants a little bit of Cruz. ;) Haha. She's such a sweetheart, of course I'm going to allow her to be one of my bitches. My only thing was, I'm forcing her to come over and watch Sappy movies with me, and we're going to name an icon after each other. Paz babe, which do you want? Tom and I have been talking alot about our relationship lately. We're both 100% commited to each other, and hopelessly in love. There's no one I'd rather be with, and I hope the same goes for him. I haven't really spoken to him about this, but hopefully.. he'll read this and whatnot. Our houses are each others second homes, there's no doubt about that. We have keys to all of the others houses and what not... but maybe it's time to take it to the next level. Possibly, buying a house together. Let me know what you think baby, you know I'll love you whatever you decide. 11 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry # 6: Tom where are you? Thursday 6/19/2003 [11:42pm] mood  [ sick] I'm sick, I miss Tom and I need a new SN. Any ideas? 10 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry #5: My New Loves Monday 6/9/2003 [3:44am] It's official... I'm in love. Sorry Tom, you've been pushed aside baby ;) Sanoe and Michelle are the baddest bitches in town. And my lesbian lovers, but I'll let you all wait until Blue Crush 2: Edens Revenge comes out to see for yourself ;) Sanoe bought me a paid account, so now... we're busy making out babies. She already has one with Michelle, but.. I'm trying not to hold it against her. They both promised to have their next baby's middle name be "Penelope" (Poor kid) so I suppose I'll allow them to keep up their fucking. As long as I'm asked to join of course ;) Haha, never thought I'd have very close friends...I've never had many. But, something unexpected is happening... Sanoe and Michelle are becoming like family to me, and that's just.. odd concidering I don't usually have anyone other than Tom to confide in. As much as I love him and care about him, I'd rather not discuss PMS symptoms with him. Somehow, I don't think it would be the same. What's weird is, we haven't actually gotten together all at once to hang out. We usually just talk on the phone or gossip on the internet with one another. This friendship may be a completely one sided thing, I mean.. who really knows? All that matters to me, is that for once in my life... I feel secure with all the relationships surrounding me. I'm not sure if anyone noticed this, but before... I had 10,001 last names added to Cruz. Not that I love anyone any less, you all know how much you're savored :-*, it was just honestly, giving me a headache to read all those names everytime I went to my journal. So now, other than my own last name, I only have two others on there. But if Michelle doesn't hurry her cute ass up and add "Lake and Cruz" to hers, there may be some ass kicking or mudwrestling going on. I can't wait for the 9th, I'll actually be able to get out and party with the girls for once. That's right ladies and gents, lock your doors because the Lesbian lovers are all getting together. No, not to fuck (well, that we know of ;) haha.. kidding ) but, we're going to see Mr.Reeves on stage. Oh, and just a quick rant... I've been here for a few weeks, and I have yet to be recc'd into the community... I'm starting to get pissy about the whole subject. Okay, maybe pissy isn't the right word... but irritated just the same. 13 comments|comment on this

Disclaimer Entry #4: Reasons For Me To Get a Paid Account Tuesday 5/27/2003 [1:01am] mood  [ tired] music  [MTV] These reasons are all brought to you from the small mind of Miss Penelope Cruz. ( Because I'm nice enough to use a cut tag ) 13 comments|comment on this

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